anyway i clocked in at 3 pounds lost this week, which means that i've lost 15 pounds total. do i feel accomplished? somewhat, but i think my brain is wired around the end goal, leaving a minimal amount of pleasure for the increments in between. my mind is set on what i have to weigh to be "thin," so not being that weight simply means i am not thin and not much else.
still though, 15 pounds is a significant drop, and though i can't tell much of a difference i'm sure someone who hasn't seen me since before the weight loss could.
my goal is that by the end of april i'm hovering close to where i want to be. the end feels near.